y the sun not sets?

my heart is so full of tears,
but im controlling them,

yesterday was the news that there is nothing like cancer in mother
and thats just a lump
but again today v heared that ,no there is cancer but it havent spread to
other parts.

ami kal ye sun ker kitni khush hogye thi na,
mager aaj phir........

ab pata nahi agay kiya hoga,
i dont want to c my mother undergoing chemothraphy,
i think its a perfect time to quitely pass away from the world,
since ummah is also presenting a meloncholic pic,
i wanna cry now,
kafiron say tou gila kerna fazool hay,
jub musalman hi musalman per itna zulem ker daita hay
or wo bhi siref klma-e haq kehnay per tou phir kafir to door ki baat hay.

bus kuch samakj nahi ata,
ik jaan hi tou hoti hay dainay ki lie,
mager.........
wo bhi fazool hay,
meray paas kuch bhi nahi,
siwaye nakami or ghamon kay,
kash sub gham hotay mager ummet-e muslima ka gham na hota,
kash!!!...

no, let me write the truth ,
stil every moment i thnk about him,
i can imagine him sitting among the family
laughing and enjoying,
may more joy comes in his way
and stays forever in his both lifes
aameen sum aameen

may Allah swt bless all the muslims
aameen

kash insan itna baybas na hota
kash........

but im willing on Allah swt's will,
for even the Prophet pbuh life was full of troubles