pathethic human

m feeling very lonely , i cant tel ,
i realy cant tell ,
how strange this al is, u cant share ur sorrow with any one,
u have to walk alone in d barren sun ,
ahhhhha !!!... i advice all never to share any secret wd any ,
no matter how mch close that person is he wil take them as ur weakness,

m veryyy .....
i dnt know wat to write ,
wat exectly i am,
i wer thinking and i realized that the hope of meeting wd him is so mch 4 me,
i thiink ,wat if father had another istekhara and that turned wrong!
my soul shievered on this,
i dnt want to meet him wd his those astray islamic thoughts , but stil............
i wsh to meet him in eternity,
he is mine and wil always b mine and in my heart inshaAllah,

only Allah swt can guide any ,
m too feeble 4 it ,
ahhaa
how strange?
live wd ur sadness and zip ur tounge ! never tel any ur secret....

die wd pain..........
pathethic