what to write ............
umm kuch nahi maloom...
......
.................
likhnay bhaito to kuch yaad nahi ata,
or waisay .....
sochon ka aik samander her waqat ghairay rekhta hay....
...
zindagi ajan si hay...
laikin zindagi anjan kaisay ho sakti hay ...??
nahi hosakti ....
ummmmm
.....
what?.....
nothing i suppose......
just think if.......................
wel whatever happened was not good,
but not good to cry over split milk.
just wonder if prayers got accepted.....
so much longings soo much....
i dont think if i ever wish for some thing like this before...
but c! life! it take us on the path v even never thought about....
but.....
this all fine ,
i must not show my weakness to any one,
everything wil be fine......
how i asked my younger sisters to pray for my secret hope,...
just like a real beggar who is after people,
full of pitiable look ,
looking at every one with eyes full of hope....
requesting and pleading....
for very small things....
same is like me,
asking every one ,each child,
with low tune, in a secret way....
prey for me please that whatever wish i have may get accepted
with the welfare of both world...
just asking every child....
with the hope that
maybe any of these innocent hands became the reason of my prayers to get accepted.
my eyes!.... lost in the wideness of sky....
i wonder how smal is my wish as compare to the
vastness of this universe , ....
Allaah swt created all this with very ease....
then ....
wil He not listen to my prayer?
my heart has just protested ,saying"why not, why not, He has the power ,full power
and sure He wil listen to ur prayers,inshaAllah"
okay ,so the heart is not ready to give up
ok....
let me hope then...
for sure Allaah swt is sure the most powerfull one,
but...........
:( u dont cry ,please....
no! no tears...
good! wipe them off,
c yourself in mirror
u looking pretty ,my heart :)
keep smiling lady!
only cry in prayers,tears are only for prayers
only for Lord to c
not for the human to c....
no! dont be discourage.....
everything wil be fine dear heart...
u dont be sad......
there is nothing wrong in trusting Allaah swt,
trusting him only contains goodness
and nothing loss...
keep ur hope alive,,,,
u wil meet him inshaAllah with all the blessings,,
inshaAllah
just keep ur hope alive...
and dont be sad....
AND
avoid un-islamic deeds, this wil just lessen the
chances of ur prayers to b accepted...
chating him notfor smal time is better than
the chating for never....
missing him for small period of time is
better than missing him forever...
having him forever is better than having him for short in chat/mail...
so b patient....dear heart!
soon u wil have him forever and ever inshAllah
with the joy of ur family and his family
and foremost with the raza of Allah swt
inshAllah taala...
just dont loose hope keep hoping....
even if not in this world then
must be in the lofty paradise
inshaAllah
all u need is to collect so much for urself and him
in this world that u both can live happily in the hereafter
yes!u can have a deal with ur Lord ,
like HE described in his book...
sell ur life to him and he wil give u jannah and his everlasting willingness,
and to those sure u love utmost....
BUT...
:(
Allah swt bhi to meri zindagi nahi kharidtay
q k may bhot buri hoon...
jub chamman may qurbani kay liye itnay achay achay phool hoon to
rotten pholoon ko koon qabool karay ga...
not everyone's life is so worthy to be purchase by Lord...
He only chooses good,pure, and pious and innocent souls....
so far is me....
so far...
so far......
but.....
atleast im his ibaad, havent i ?
sure u r but a sinner one....
but i try my best to be good...
despite of my al the sins im not ready to withdraw myself from the hope of his mercy...
i wil hope i wil hope
and i wil hope
and wil keep hoping for his mercy....
which is enldess ,
more vast than a sky or ocean....
that he wil forgive me...
inshaAllah
and i wil keep hoping for this til the very end
even if it make confirm to me that i wil be thrown into the hell
(alayazubillah)
i wil stil keep hoping for his mercy....
for one good deed i might be have to brought forward to my
All knowing Allah swt that
i always take his beloved's umma happiness upone my own,
i did cry for his beloved's umma pain ...
i did burn in the fire of revenge...
i creid for his beloved's umma and felt so much pain
even though i was in the midest of joy....
hope He wil take me in His mercy
hope HE wil cover me in his mercy on doomsday
inshaAllah
and i wil have the comapny of the beloved Prophet s.a.v.
when there wil be no shelter except the throne of the Almighty Allah....
i hope and i just hope..........
im a useless person
but
im not ready to give up
i wil keep hoping...
cal me mad or else
im not ready to withdraw...
i wil hope and wil keep hoping forever and ever
inshaAllah
a painful heart!....
is so dear to Allah swt...
for He sure loves his ibaads more than a mother loves her child....
all i need is to be more dutiful to my Allah swt
so He can smile on me on the doomsday
and i can listen from him,
"o u ! my creation, i have forgiven u "
then..............
i wil scatter in the air ,
i wil not wish for jannah anymore
for i would have i wished for....
my Allah swt's raza.....
its okay.......
life is mortal ...
v r mortal...
no one suppose to live forver....
i wil meet him ,
i wil meet him
i wil met him
i wil meet him
inshaAllah taala...
my Lord wil arrange the way of our meeting,
He wil clear the path himself of my meeting with his that ibaad
with all the blessings
inshaAllah inshaAllah
i just hope and wil keep hoping...
dont b sad! stop shedding ur tears stupid....
no one gonna leave u ...
and even if all leave u
till u wil have the most powerful one.....
just obey ur parents,,..for in parents willingness is Allah swt's willingness...
but.....
ok ok
keep hoping that ur parent swil happily get agree on this oneday
inshaAllah taala
just keep hoping this
okay!!!
happy now?
Allah swt has the power of changing the people's heart...
keep hoping that oneday ur parents wil agree on this and all ur siblings too
and
u wil have him with all the blesings
ok!....
i cant do anything else other than
keep encouraging myself,
keep telling it that u wil get what u want
(though , in real , in some corner of my heart,
there remains some hypocrasy but i keep it secret
for i dont want my heart to loose hope and joy)
let me keep hoping.........
let me........
i know i cant hold any one with me....
but stil let me keep hoping..........
**********~~~~~~~~~~~~~********~~~~~~~**********
umm kuch nahi maloom...
......
.................
likhnay bhaito to kuch yaad nahi ata,
or waisay .....
sochon ka aik samander her waqat ghairay rekhta hay....
...
zindagi ajan si hay...
laikin zindagi anjan kaisay ho sakti hay ...??
nahi hosakti ....
ummmmm
.....
what?.....
nothing i suppose......
just think if.......................
wel whatever happened was not good,
but not good to cry over split milk.
just wonder if prayers got accepted.....
so much longings soo much....
i dont think if i ever wish for some thing like this before...
but c! life! it take us on the path v even never thought about....
but.....
this all fine ,
i must not show my weakness to any one,
everything wil be fine......
how i asked my younger sisters to pray for my secret hope,...
just like a real beggar who is after people,
full of pitiable look ,
looking at every one with eyes full of hope....
requesting and pleading....
for very small things....
same is like me,
asking every one ,each child,
with low tune, in a secret way....
prey for me please that whatever wish i have may get accepted
with the welfare of both world...
just asking every child....
with the hope that
maybe any of these innocent hands became the reason of my prayers to get accepted.
my eyes!.... lost in the wideness of sky....
i wonder how smal is my wish as compare to the
vastness of this universe , ....
Allaah swt created all this with very ease....
then ....
wil He not listen to my prayer?
my heart has just protested ,saying"why not, why not, He has the power ,full power
and sure He wil listen to ur prayers,inshaAllah"
okay ,so the heart is not ready to give up
ok....
let me hope then...
for sure Allaah swt is sure the most powerfull one,
but...........
:( u dont cry ,please....
no! no tears...
good! wipe them off,
c yourself in mirror
u looking pretty ,my heart :)
keep smiling lady!
only cry in prayers,tears are only for prayers
only for Lord to c
not for the human to c....
no! dont be discourage.....
everything wil be fine dear heart...
u dont be sad......
there is nothing wrong in trusting Allaah swt,
trusting him only contains goodness
and nothing loss...
keep ur hope alive,,,,
u wil meet him inshaAllah with all the blessings,,
inshaAllah
just keep ur hope alive...
and dont be sad....
AND
avoid un-islamic deeds, this wil just lessen the
chances of ur prayers to b accepted...
chating him notfor smal time is better than
the chating for never....
missing him for small period of time is
better than missing him forever...
having him forever is better than having him for short in chat/mail...
so b patient....dear heart!
soon u wil have him forever and ever inshAllah
with the joy of ur family and his family
and foremost with the raza of Allah swt
inshAllah taala...
just dont loose hope keep hoping....
even if not in this world then
must be in the lofty paradise
inshaAllah
all u need is to collect so much for urself and him
in this world that u both can live happily in the hereafter
yes!u can have a deal with ur Lord ,
like HE described in his book...
sell ur life to him and he wil give u jannah and his everlasting willingness,
and to those sure u love utmost....
BUT...
:(
Allah swt bhi to meri zindagi nahi kharidtay
q k may bhot buri hoon...
jub chamman may qurbani kay liye itnay achay achay phool hoon to
rotten pholoon ko koon qabool karay ga...
not everyone's life is so worthy to be purchase by Lord...
He only chooses good,pure, and pious and innocent souls....
so far is me....
so far...
so far......
but.....
atleast im his ibaad, havent i ?
sure u r but a sinner one....
but i try my best to be good...
despite of my al the sins im not ready to withdraw myself from the hope of his mercy...
i wil hope i wil hope
and i wil hope
and wil keep hoping for his mercy....
which is enldess ,
more vast than a sky or ocean....
that he wil forgive me...
inshaAllah
and i wil keep hoping for this til the very end
even if it make confirm to me that i wil be thrown into the hell
(alayazubillah)
i wil stil keep hoping for his mercy....
for one good deed i might be have to brought forward to my
All knowing Allah swt that
i always take his beloved's umma happiness upone my own,
i did cry for his beloved's umma pain ...
i did burn in the fire of revenge...
i creid for his beloved's umma and felt so much pain
even though i was in the midest of joy....
hope He wil take me in His mercy
hope HE wil cover me in his mercy on doomsday
inshaAllah
and i wil have the comapny of the beloved Prophet s.a.v.
when there wil be no shelter except the throne of the Almighty Allah....
i hope and i just hope..........
im a useless person
but
im not ready to give up
i wil keep hoping...
cal me mad or else
im not ready to withdraw...
i wil hope and wil keep hoping forever and ever
inshaAllah
a painful heart!....
is so dear to Allah swt...
for He sure loves his ibaads more than a mother loves her child....
all i need is to be more dutiful to my Allah swt
so He can smile on me on the doomsday
and i can listen from him,
"o u ! my creation, i have forgiven u "
then..............
i wil scatter in the air ,
i wil not wish for jannah anymore
for i would have i wished for....
my Allah swt's raza.....
its okay.......
life is mortal ...
v r mortal...
no one suppose to live forver....
i wil meet him ,
i wil meet him
i wil met him
i wil meet him
inshaAllah taala...
my Lord wil arrange the way of our meeting,
He wil clear the path himself of my meeting with his that ibaad
with all the blessings
inshaAllah inshaAllah
i just hope and wil keep hoping...
dont b sad! stop shedding ur tears stupid....
no one gonna leave u ...
and even if all leave u
till u wil have the most powerful one.....
just obey ur parents,,..for in parents willingness is Allah swt's willingness...
but.....
ok ok
keep hoping that ur parent swil happily get agree on this oneday
inshaAllah taala
just keep hoping this
okay!!!
happy now?
Allah swt has the power of changing the people's heart...
keep hoping that oneday ur parents wil agree on this and all ur siblings too
and
u wil have him with all the blesings
ok!....
i cant do anything else other than
keep encouraging myself,
keep telling it that u wil get what u want
(though , in real , in some corner of my heart,
there remains some hypocrasy but i keep it secret
for i dont want my heart to loose hope and joy)
let me keep hoping.........
let me........
i know i cant hold any one with me....
but stil let me keep hoping..........
**********~~~~~~~~~~~~~********~~~~~~~**********
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